A Bow on Top

Oh my Lord it is cold this morning! It's a big whopping 3 degrees outside. At least the sun is out and it's trying to warm it up a little. The birds are practically frantic at the birdfeeders. When I took Hannah out to the bustop.... my nostrils were sticking when I breathed out my nose.

This morning I was laying in bed watching the news and a Lexus commercial came on. It showed a woman presenting her husband, by surprise on Christmas, with a new Lexus in the driveway with a giant red bow on the top of it. What in holy hell is going on here? Are there really couples who can go purchase a Lexus for a gift without the other person knowing about it? Maybe my credit sucks so bad that I couldn't do anything on my own. Maybe I've never tried. I probably could go buy a washer and dryer by myself but a new car? With paperwork and payments? Not a chance. I need my husband's John Hancock on any major purchase we have made so we can use his income to help repay it. Actually... because I work for him at home and he's self-employed... I technically don't have any income. I'm indigent or whatever that word is. I can honestly say that I sleep with my boss and have worked my way to the top doing that.